maybe I'm superficial and maybe I should be thankful for everything that has been given me, especially the chances I've been given when writing for absorb.org every once in awhile, but I hate when someone requests something (such as my top 10 of 2003), and doesn't put it up when planned. I've been waiting for over a month now to see my top 10 on the prestigous website, and of course, as usual, has let me down. I know, i'm probably coming off as a spoiled pretentious prick, but so be it. I was excited about this and never get an email explaining anything. Oh well, Sheikh has his moments and he could give a fuck, and ya know, I probably shouldn't either.

I can understand why you're pissed . You could ask him why it was delayed . It probably wouldn't help anyway . ugh

Josh, I am sorry about what happened.

is Sheikh the editor of absorb.org?

is the site supposed to put up the lists from all of the contributing writers?

I am sorry if i ask too many questions...

well, things are always delayed on the site, but I should take in consideration that he "works" as well as do other things, so it's cool. yeah, sheikh is the editor and does have lists from some contributing writers, such as myself.

maybe he was just too busy to put up the lists of 2003. I went there and found no lists yet.

maybe the lists will go up later...

i'm sure they will, but I was just irritated, I suppose. Not a big deal, I probably shouldn't have posted this, sorry guys.

it's all good... and i understand your frustrations... a simple email from that sheikh dude with a 9 word explanation would probably have alleviated any form of frustration...

very much so, thanks for understanding.

it is good that you talked about your feelings.

is it? most people I assume wouldn't care, so I usually don't say anything