just promise me it will never rise.
We've never been the same
never will be.
As much as I'd ever like to wish it.
Everyday, I look at the caller ID.
Everyday, I'm left to pine.
It's never been how I've wanted.
It's never been how I asked.
Seems that at last
I'm at a point where I'm lost in my life
just waiting for you to pick me up.
Dont bother to dust me off,
I know you'll just walk away.
Now
my pen can no longer write my sadness.
Worn through years of use
and abuse.
Worn through constant
imploring caresses.
Life cant spell loneliness anymore.
Love can't spell You anymore.
We've all fallen into a pit of never ending angst and madness.
We've all fallen too far.
Too long.
You and I.
We've never really been the same.
Me and you.
Nothing will ever matter,
nothing will ever last meaningless.
****
GoM, you recommended that I post some stuff... well heres a teaser....
feedback please.
