Her

She gives us great punishments for us do we deserve?
She comes in different shapes and forms, we must serve
She gets inside your nerves she makes you lose presence
She is un-pure and lets your disease run freely

She evaluates us in many ways, to try and establish our worth
She has been there for herself since the day of your birth
She comes from the ground from this very Earth
She likes to stay away a special girth

She likes to cling all over until her great death
She takes away our room; she takes our right to take our breath
She likes to take it all the time, all the meth
She hates us all, she likes to lie

She is greater then Seth
She is more powerful then the devil himself
She likes to take form in many different forms
She likes to stir the violence; she likes to create the storms

She is like an infection, always gaining, never stopping
She is so unclean
She likes to bathe in blood
She likes to give it
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Dig Into Me

I’m not afraid to die
Suicide isn’t so bad if your life is just so dry
Hard to see, easy to cry
Hard to see your face with the color in your eyes, just like when I’m high

Trying to run, after trying to follow, choose one or I’ll be done and die
Sure I might seem or divine but, I’m still not fine
Feeling so low, like it’s breaking my spine, try to visit me – in my shrine
Try to dig into me, try to look for the mine

It’s been empty for awhile, gone inside
It’s hard to see when someone puts you in this slide
Try to rip out my chest, come see what’s inside
Nothing but bones and hide

Can you see the rising tide, as I’m set aside?
In the ocean it’s so calm and quiet; I wish I was there forever
But it seems I’ll still be here but, I won’t be there, ever
The pain I go through I keep inside, the type of scars that tries to hurt me and sever

I can’t lie
Try to find why I do this to myself, the reasons are gone, but, people still ask why
I seem happy like when I try to smile, forced and stupid, just let me sit here and die
I’ll be here, I won’t harm myself, just don’t worry about it I won’t be fine
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Free

The short term feeling bleeds through me
Everything is looking black
Hard to see, hard to get back
In my veins, in the stench

It’s easy to smell but hard to see
Do you believe it?
I tried to picture the change inside of me
But I can’t?

Can you?
No one realizes how confusing it can be
The thumping keeps going, but it will soon stop
It splits me open and releases the hate

Destroyed and aggravated
Get away from here, please don’t get near here
Endless noises in my ears
Easy to kill off but hard to destroy

Hard to the touch
But not well in the clutch
It’s hard to prove myself compared to all
Can you break this open, this wall?
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Loneliness


I didn’t care if I died
Feeling so alone and opened wide
Hard to feel you around me let me open wide
My heart weighs like a stone, but I still don’t believe you cried

Depressed and fucked
I feel it draining me out, I’m so sucked
My dreams are gone and tucked
Is that me in the distance, just let me go

Wishin’ I was dead everyday
You don’t understand what I should have become
Just because I was your son
I just don’t believe it’s not as fun

In the dark, cold corner
I even the sun so I’m on the fold
Watch me come, behold
Dead and wasted I feel so cold

I wish I was inside of you
Just to have a soul, just to watch it from that point of view
Feeling so alone
Hard and jagged, just like a stone

Tired and weary, I’m bored
Inhale to stay sold
I’m looking so old
What should I have picked, why did you try to mould me

Hard and feeling like a stone
Feeling so alone, feeling like I have to groan
I’m feeling so sick and owned
It’s caught me not like any of you, blown out of proportion
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My Home

Please take me far away from this ghastly place
Retched, swarmed, and ugly faced
Your innocence is not shown, my mouth is sown
I’m always out spoken, always shown

My confidence is broken
You have taken my voice of token
Gone forever and lost I won’t be awoken
I move away from here try to find something not nearby

Oh my brother’s won’t you help me hide
From this place of it inside, the sorrow I find
Please don’t run away from me, stop turning your back from that side
You’re so overjoyed with laughter I start to cry

Escaped, nearly, barely
Looking deeply into my eyes, so close, so squarely
What am I supposed to do?
Because of you I’m here left to die, do you understand my view?
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Red Eyes

Some people say I’ve lost my mind
Trying to find the brothers of mine
But they all think I’m fine
I believe I can do it with a great sigh

Roses painted in the dark red sky
Or is it just my eyes
Not there anymore, I just sigh
Sorrow is in my life when you weren’t there

I’ll live in a box at my warmest place
So hard to look into your face
Spun out of proportion, I don’t understand why you aren’t as nice
Help me if you can, Jesus Christ

Long road ahead of me
Hard to look and breathe
Inside I live within, trying to take from you, in a desperate need
It ain’t right to do this, it’s not right to bleed

It’s hard to believe that someone’s out there since so many have got me
But now it’s all up to you to choose
Can you tell in my views?
I guess I’ve lost my muse

Hanging by the stars
I drift of into my mind
It seemed I’ve been going away, turning away, trying to become blind
My only hope is dimmed it didn’t stop to shine on me
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So Low

Feelin’ so dead
Feeling so alone
I want to go over there and just fall
Dropped down to my knees lets pray for our souls

I’m feeling so stoned and hard
So low and molded
Let the Sun enter my eyes to open the fold
Feeling like I was owned and sold

Nothing there, sucked dry
Nothing here feeling so near
Feelin like I was torn and broken to pieces
It’s got me fucked inside, my eyes show the creases

The abuse, the addiction as it owns, it cuts me open
Seems I can’t stop, it’s just so hard to cope
Going downhill from here, here’s the slope
Feeling so angry and doped

What’s that in the distance, from the corner of your face?
Deceived and sold, I guess you just don’t seem like before, just so nice
Broken again in my prison, just like a boy, I’ve done it twice
Wasted and sliced
Feeling so much less hope, I didn’t care if I died, where is my Christ?

It’s so calm and serene
So dark and grey, you’re unseen
Its taken control over me, in my veins
My heart weighs a ton, can you see the stains?


I realize this is a lot of poetry or lyrics or whatever you call it but please share your opinions. I've been writing these for 2 years since I believe I was 15 I'm 16 now. I have many more but will share later.

If you want an honest reply, I'd say they were awful.

ouch

my god those are depressing.

have you no fun in your life?

His favourite bands are Nirvana and Alice In Chains. Of course his lyrics are going to be depressing.

I'm bipolar...

write a happy poem mate, come on, I DARE YA!!!

Personally, I liked the lyrics/poems although they were depressing a little bit, but some songs are that way. It's a form of expression and I have respect for anyone who chooses to express themselves in such a personal way. Kudos to you! Keep writing.

double dare ya!

"Her" was cheesy as hell.